Liner Notes:



1.
Never Made it Back -- I had come across the line "Tell me 'bout West Virgina" while thumbing through one of my songwriting notebooks. I don't know when I had originally written
the line, but I really liked it. A friend of mine said that it made him want to get in his car and take a road trip when he heard it. I think he understands what I was saying.

2.
Here's to You -- This is the first "real" song that I ever wrote. I went to watch a friend of mine sing at a local venue. He looked like hell. I thought I'd say something cute and asked
him "hey man, what the hell is wrong with you, you're acting like your girlfriend just broke up with you?" He said "she did". I went home and wrote a song about him. When I tell the
story live I tell everyone who its about and he gets all bitchy. So I won't mention his name here.

3.
Different Eyes -- I started this song while driving trough Montana in 2003 and finished it a couple of years later. It's about a friend of mine who I haven't seen in years. We were
room mates in our early twenties back in Alaska. He taught me how to see things a little differently than I was accustomed to. Even though we rarely see each other, I've always been
thankful for having met him.

4.
Ghost Town -- I don't know…..I guess it's about how everything ends. I was thinking of all of the towns that I had been through that gave off a hopeless feeling, like everyone had
just given up and were just waiting around to die.

5.
Back in the Hills -- I wanted to write a song about a haunted bar where the band was still playing. I guess this is about the music…still playing even after everyone has left. This
came out so much better that I thought it would.

6.
You Can Find Me -- This song was originally quite a bit slower that it ended up being here. We were in the studio recording the drums and bass and Chris asked if we could try it a
little faster. We made it "a little faster" a couple of times. I really like how this turned out.

7.
If I Had a Home -- This was written one night in New Mexico. I was sitting in my bus , in the dark, and wrote the first verse of this song. I finished it 3 or 4 months later 4000 miles
away in Alaska. The song is about a homeless man who's "ok" with what he has.

8.
Another Cold Thursday -- This song was written for one show. I never planned on recording. I never even planned on playing it beyond the one show that it was written for. I wrote
it for my friends in Alaska, the guys who pushed me to start writing songs. The people I mention in the song are real. They are all amazing musicians and songwriters. There is one
verse that was left out of the recorded version due to production flow…..sorry Sean. I play the verse at live shows.

9.
Come Along With Me -- I wanted to write a song that summed up why I do this and what it means to me. Playing music, I mean. This is it.

10.
Made For Me -- This song is not about one girl. It's about the best parts of two different girls. Maybe three or four girls. I don't know…I can't remember…it was a long time ago.

11.
Life on the Run -- I watched a discovery channel show on bootlegging whiskey. Then I wrote a song about it. That's all….no cool back story.

12.
We Rang the Bell -- I grew up in Kodiak, Alaska, a huge commercial fishing town. There is a festival every year to celebrate the fishing season. The streets are closed off and the
downtown area becomes a giant street fair. During this time there is a fisherman's memorial ceremony where they ring a large church bell once for every man who died during the
season. I've wanted to write this song for years. One night I was sitting around getting pissed that I wasn't coming up with any cool songs. I was about to call it a night and I came up
with the first line of this song. I finished the song in fifteen minutes. I've never tried to fix anything with this song. Sometimes you gotta know when to leave it alone. This is the best
song that I have written. It's the one that I am proud of.


Thanks to:
Julie, Robbyne, James Parker, Mike Gorder, Marty Jones, Jared Woods, Evan Phillips, The Whipsaws, Rob and Donnie and Rebel Blues, The Old Man (dad), all of those back home
who told me that I was good at this. Sale' for being a dick. Tony, Jordan, Nick, Forrest and the rest of the San Marcos gang.
Thanks to Chris Gage for producing this project and bringin' it all together. Thanks to all the musicians who played on the album.

Musicians:

Chris Gage: Lead Guitar, Piano, Organ, Accordion, Lab Steel, Baritone Guitar, Vocals
Glen Fukanaga: Bass
Ray Rodriguez: Drums
Lloyd Maines: Pedal Steel
Jason Roberts: Fiddle
Eddie Collins: Banjo
Christine Albert: Vocals
Jody Mills: Acoustic Guitar, Vocals

Produced and Engineered by: Chris Gage
Recorded at: Moonhouse Studio
Lloyd's part was recorded by Lloyd at his house.
Mastered by Jerry Tubb at Terra Nova Mastering, Austin, TX.


I never made it back

Hello there my old friend
It sure has been a long long time
Since I shook your hands
And looked into familiar eyes
This bumpy road had been hard
I lose focus on my path
I've been running down my dreams
I don't know how much longer I can last

Tell my bout west virgina
Tell me bout the neighborhood
Tell me how is sweet maria
You know I have always wished her good
I heard she went and married bobby
I heard They had a couple kids
Is he still down at the factory
If anyone deserved her he did

CH
Sometimes I don't know where i going
Sometimes I don't know where I've been
I think I will keep on ramblin'
Untill I find out where the sidewalk ends

You know I'm sorry about leaving
Without telling you so long
I've spent the last few years a rambling
living out a Woody Guthrie song
There were times when I had nothing
But the memories of all you guys back home
Lately things are looking better
I might have sold a couple of my songs

CH

I hope I cross your path again
Man you sure made my day
I miss all my old friends
Tell em all that I'm ok
Man could you do me a favor
This might be a lot to ask
Tell maria that I'm sorry
I'm sorry I never made it back

CH

Here's to You

Here we are screaming once again
Neither side willing to give in
the cause is lost in angry words
words that are never even heard

chorus
heres to me, heres to you
and all the things we'll never do
it's time we said goodbye
it's time we said goodbye

I hate the way you look at me
just tell me what it is you see
when you are ripping me apart
i can tell you dont even know where to start

ch

I think it's time that we let go
of all the dreams we used to know
like a ship thats lost so far from home
everything was taken by the storm

ch x2


Different Eyes

I have a friend who's about to go
he doesn't seem to mind the fact he's leaving
he just smiles and say's his time has come
sometimes you've got to take the hand your given
take the good times and think of all
the people in this world who need to know you
make your music and make them smile
and let them know just what it takes to be you

chorus
let's take a drink and we'll thank god
for the times in our lives when we meet someone
who help us see through different eyes
and they make it easier to sleep at night

my friend is gone but he's still here
i see him every day that I'm livin'
what he gave me is worth so much more
than anything else that I've ever been given


ch x3


Ghost Town

Theres a feeling in the air
That tells you somethings wrong
I hide my hands in my pocket
Cause I know I don't belong
Sometimes this town is haunted
When the wind is blowing right
It's just another ghost town tonight

The streets are full of bottles
There aint nobody home
The people here quit trying
Cause they got nowhere to go
They all smile when they see you
But the smiles are out of place
I'm just another ghost in this place

CH
The houses all look tired
And the yards are overgrown
You'll find the ones who stayed
Can barely carry on
For all of those who never left
There aint much life around
There aint much life in a ghost town

Theres a dark cloud in the air
There's a sign outside of town
Everythings here is for sale
This town's closing down
The only thing for a hundred miles
Is a graveyard by the road
It's the only place left to go

CH
The only thing for a hundred miles
Is a graveyard by the road
It's the only place left to go



Back in the Hills

Theres an old place
Tucked back in the hills
Aint changed all that much
In a hundred years
You hear the ghosts
singing old Hank Williams song
And when they start to sing
You find that you sing along

They used to come from miles away
Dancing in the moonlight
To the songs of yesterday

You'll hear it in the rain
Bangin' on the window pane
You can hear it in the wind
Blowing through the whistle of a ghost train
If you step inside
You can feel it down in your bones
Its part of what happened
here so long ago

They used to come from miles away
Dancing in the moonlight
To the songs of yesterday

If you come at night
don't be scared away
You might see some things
That you cant explain
This place aint seen a soul
In forty years
But you can hear the ghosts
Still singing in your ears

They used to come from miles away
Dancing in the moonlight
To the songs of yesterday


You Can Find Me

You can find me
Half drunk on the edge of this town
Where the stars don't shine too bright
Where most people wont come around

I'll be playing
My favorite sad songs
Written by the ones who could take a broken heart
And make you sing along.

CH
This is where I'm supposed to be
Drunk in the corner with nobody next to me
Somebody turn the lights down low
Cause I'm fixin to make…..this place my new home
This place is my new home

I don't like trouble
I don't want to be your friend
Im tryin to drown a busted heart
With the sad songs never end

If you got a quarter
Drop it in the juke box please
Play the same one that you just heard
And stay away from me

CH

If you're looking for a new house
I'm selling my old one cheap
You can move right in cause she cleaned me out
When she left me

You can find me
Half drunk on the edge of this town
Where the stars don't shine too bright
Where most people wont come around

CH


If I Had a Home

Ive been trying to start a fire in a novenber down pour
Id take anything I can get just to keep me warm
Id be sleeping with the stars right now
If the clouds weren't hanging round
I'd go home
If I had a home

Time and time again I pass by people on the street
I think its kind of funny how our eyes never meet
I should be buying rounds for all my friends
Instead of steeling what I eat
Id go home
If I had a home

Sleepin all alone out on a park bench in the cold
Sometimes I even dream I have a wife and have a home
I spent a little time in jail where I made myself some friends
I'm still breathing in the morning
And the sometimes the sun shines on my head

If theres anything ive learned by living out here on the street
Its that money don't make the man and it sure don't make me
So throw a dollar in my cup so I can have something to drink
I'd go home
If I had a home




Another Cold Thursday

It's another cold Thursday on the streets on out town
But we all made our way here somehow
We come for the show and we come cause we know
It's the last honest thing left around

What do you know about old marty jones
His songs will cut straight to your soul
And the makers and coke will take him you know
To the place we all want to go

You'll hear a voice like you never heard
Jared will blow you away
The boy he can sing like an angel with wings
And he can drink like the devil all day

chorus
We come for the love that we lost long ago
We all come for something we need
To remember a love that we lost long ago
It's you in the crowd that we need
It's you in the crowd that we need

He pulls down his hat and stares at the floor
He writes about heartache and pain
The music he makes it comes from a place
Where his happiness battles his pain

The wipsaws will show you the time of your life
As evan takes you for a ride
And the whiskey will pour and you'll all beg for more
As these boys play on through the night

CHx2


Come along with me

playin sad country songs
i'll sit here all day long
pickin the notes
as they run through my head
songs about true love
heartache and booze
and the girl who gave up
when you didn't want to


singin bout better times
with rhythm and a little rhyme
holdin on to moments
we all will forget
like the first time you kissed her
and the first thing she said
and the first time you woke up
together in bed

chorus
sit here a while
and i'll sing you a song
till you feel what I feel
will you come along with me
come along with me

strummin this old guitar
trying to touch a heart
songs about cowboys
the sun and the rain
the finish is bittersweet
cause somebody always leaves
for each one that burns out
a new one will start

ch


Made For Me

She's twenty three and older than me
But not if you count the years
She's tougher than a box of nails
And babies bring her to tears
Shell run you out if given a chance
Then she'll gladly let you in
She's the cleanest one on the lot
She shines like there's something to win

chorus
She's the sun at dawn
When the world holds on and everythings quiet
Shes the world at night when everthings right
Shes the first bite of an apple
that you just picked off the tree
She's the only one who was made for me

She'll walk by and catch the eye
Of every boy in the room
She's the pinup girl we dreamed of
When we were young boys with nothing to do
She's all a man could ever want
And more that he could ever stand
I thank my lucky stars
each time She holds my hand

chorus

If I get my way, if I have a say
In how this story unfolds
Then fifty years of livin and lovin
Is how I want to grow old
And everything that she is now
Is more than I thought I'd have
Without her standing next to me
There'd be half a man

chorus


Life on The Run

Im running down the road in a 49 ford
Got a bag full of cash stashed on the floor
I just robbed a bank and killed a man
Livin my life on the run

They're coming on fast and coming on hard
I got a big bulls eye on the back of my car
Sliding round the corners with my foot off the brakes
Livin my life on the run

CH
They can shoot me dead and take my life
And put me in the ground but I'll never die
I'm gonna live on through the stories and the songs
That they sing
They sing about me

I never planned to rob no banks
But what do you do when you got nothing to pay
They took my house and took my land
Livin my life on the run

I take from the rich I give to the poor
We gave all we had and they just took more
They're gonna pay for the crimes they done
As long as I'm on the run

CH

Running down the road with bullet in my side
I got two flat tires and nowhere to hide
I got six more rounds till I cant shoot back
They'll never take me alive

CH



Ring the Bell

We rang that bell 15 times this year
It's the worst season we've had going on 13 years
I could hear the angels cry
When that bell rang out the 15th time
For all of those who lost their lives at sea

Ring the bell one more time
For everyone who lost there life
And listen to the angels crying to
As we stand here quietly
Praying we don't have to see
Any more… young men lost at sea

Tommy jones got married just last spring
He saved up all money he had to buy her a ring
His boat broke up on hidden rock
The others lived but he was lost
the angels cried when they took him away

Ring the bell one more time
For tommy jones who lost there life
And listen to the angels crying to
As we stand here quietly
Praying that his wife won't see
Any more… young men lost at sea

Eddie dean was the only one who lived
His father and his brothers died they went down with the ship
Now eddie drinks his life away
He don't know why he was saved
He wishes every day to have them back

So ring that bell for eddie dean
Who lost his whole family
Let the angels cry a song for him
Even though he breaths today
Eddie died that stormy day
When his brothers and his dad were lost at sea

We rang that bell 15 times this year
It's the worst season we've had going on 13 years
I could hear the angels cry
When that bell rang out the 15th time
For all of those who lost their lives at sea





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